● Why it should be like this ? ●

YA ALLAH.

KENAPA ENGKAU BERIKAN AKU KEHIDUPAN YANG SEPERTI INI ? KENAPA AKU DILAHIRKAN KALAU AKU INI BANYAK MENYUSAHKAN KEDUA-DUA IBU BAPA KU ?

maybe i should DIE. ibu, kenapa lahirkan along kalau along banyak buat ibu sakit hati ? Along bukan tak nak minum benda tu. tapi tekak ni yang tak nak. Along memang nak jadi kurus. tapi perlahan-lahan la. DON'T KEEP PUSHING ME. kalau ibu banyak memaksa, lagilah Along tak nak.

OKAAAAAAAY. MY EYES REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY SORE. DUE TO CRYING A LOT.

YA ALLAH.

ENGKAU MAKBULKAN LAH DOAKU YA ALLAH.

● i hate you ●

YA ALLAH. kenapa perasaaan yang menyakitkan ini mesti ada ?

WHY SHOULD I WASTE MY TEARS JUST FOR GUY LIKE YOU ? it's really pain you know.
kau apa tahu ? kau lelaki yang tak fahamkan perasaan perempuan. fcuk everything.

KAU NAK CAKAP YANG TWEET AKU SEMUA MEMBOSANKAN ? SEBAB NYA SEMUA PASAL KPOP ? fcuk you. KAU PUN APA KURANG NYA, BRO ? KAU TWEET PASAL GAME AND BOLA JE MEMANJANG. KAU FIKIR AKU TAK BOSAN DENGAN TWEET KAU ?

i should stop liking you. I'VE WASTING MY 4 YEARS JUST TO MAKE YOU REALIZE THAT I LIKE YOU. not more than like. i mean that i've already falling in LOVE with you, bro :3 4 YEARS, BRO !

MACAM LA KAU PERNAH PERASAN YANG AKU SUKAKAN KAU ? KAU BUAT AKU RASA SAKIT HATI ADALAH. oh my. I WISH THAT YOU WILL NEVER HAVE A GIRLFRIEND.

masa standard 5, kau rapat gila dengan aku. kau selalu text dengan aku. BUT NOW ? YOU'VE CHANGE A LOT.

THANKS A LOT FOR BREAKING MY HEART,BRO. I'LL STOP LIKING YOU.
MAYBE LOVE IS NOT SUITABLE FOR ME.

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● Bad Day ㅠ..ㅠ ●

What a bad day at school and tuition class yesterday. I'll talk about tuition class first. He didn't come for tuition today ㅠ..ㅠ. sobs sobs. YES. my "fishy" tak datang tuition. Only his besfriend come yesterday.

Now, about what happening in school. I fight with my "so-called bestfriend". YEAH. That's what she call me now. I should have listen to what my mom and Pn Loh said. Saya patut dengar cakap mak saya untuk pergi asrama and stay there with my uncle. I'm so regret about it right now.

Yelah. "orang" tu kan dah popular. Dia sakit, pindah, couple, break and etc, semua orang kisah and tanya dia okey or whatever more. If me, none of them asked me like that. NOBODY care about me other than my family. Even kalau saya mati pon, takda orang kisah selain family saya. Dia kan sayang boyfriend dia. Dia dah banyak berubah semenjak ada boyfriend. Saya tahu saya ni UGLY. Tak macam dia. Ramai orang minat dia sebab dia cantik and pandai.

I'M UGLY UGLY UGLY UGLY UGLY UGLY UGLY UGLY UGLY UGLY UGLY UGLY UGLY UGLY UGLY UGLY UGLY.

Saya nak pindah. I don't care. Saya nak duduk dekat Johor with my uncle. Saya tahu yang saya tak tahu pasal lelaki macam dia tak tahu kpop.

Sometimes, saya selalu terfikir kenapa adik saya yang kena meninggal ? kenapa bukan saya ? Ya Allah, aku tahu bahawa aku sudah melampau kerana membabitkan orang yang sudah mati. Engkau ampunkanlah dosaku dan dosa Batrisyia Adriana walaupun pergaduhan ini saya ataupun dia ataupun kami berdua yang bersalah. Hanya Engkau sahaja yang faham akan perasaan ini. Engkau berikanlah kami petunjuk. Engkau berikanlah dia kebahagiaan walaupun sehingga menyebabkan kami memutuskan pertalian persahabatan kalau itu yang boleh buat dia bahagia. Bak kata IlHoon, "I'll let you go". kalau itu buat saya terpaksa

and i think that i'm also STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID. And lastly,


I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING LIKE THIS! I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING LIKE THIS! I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING LIKE THIS!
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● MinHyuk kiss the girl -.-" ●

Why it should be her ? Why its not me ?

Why MinHyuk why ?  Why you kiss her ? i'm your wife. why you didn't ask my permission ? aigooooo. you make me go insane ~ *suddenly singing BtoB - Insane* hahahahaha.

● Badminton final ●

nah. it's okay Lee Chong Wei. Malaysia always proud with you. kamu sudah buat kami bangga. Walaupun kamu tak menang, kamu tetap juara di hati rakyat Malaysia.

Dear Lin Dan,
    Kamu sudah buat Chong Wei saya menangis. Saya tidak akan maafkan kamu untuk beberapa hari ni. Saya tidak akan layan kamu langsung. maybe for 1 week ?

#ThankYouLeeChongWei  

*i also want to cry. Don't cry*

* ergh. i hate you Lin Dan. can't you see my Chong Wei is crying behind ?*

● JR ●

*ngehehehehe*

Last but not least, this is my 5th husband. His stage name is JR which means Junior. His real name is Park JinYoung. He's from JJ Project. He was born on 22 September 1992. 2 days before my birthday. hehehehehehe. and his blood type is same as me, O type.

● MinHyuk ●

*rawrrrrrr*

and this is my 4th husband. his name is Lee MinHyuk. He's from BtoB. the long name is "Born to Beat". He was born on 29 November 1990. he isssssssss really cute. More cuter than Lee Joon.